Meltem Arikan
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sometimes you feel cold from the nightmares that haunted you inwardly

you shiver within

with your withdrawn hopelessness cooling you inside 

sometimes you scream inside

 

 

Sometimes you fall tired inwardly

from talking…

from living withdrawn…

from the pains you hide within…

 

Sometimes you sink into despair from being broken inwardly

from your emotions you hide within

the loose ends that innerly burns you inside…

just like that, in front of the screen

with your despair and dividedness

just like the white taints on the color black

the words that smeared with your tears

 

sometimes you feel cold from the nightmares that haunted you inwardly

you shiver within

with your withdrawn hopelessness cooling you inside 

sometimes you scream inside

wishing not to be heard

by pouring the poison of the past inside

wishing not to be poisoned inwardly

just like that, with your petrified eyes

that scared to confess

your webbed staring

in the tyranny of uncertainty 

sometimes you tear down your heart 

inwardly feeling scared from the disappointments 

you kick your emotions back in

not to confess that you’re afraid deep inside 

sometimes you hide yourself inside your dreams 

avoiding to look inside yourself

your inside is so scared

just like that, you become petrified,

in the middle of lava

on the seat stone dressed for you

you want to burn

sometimes between thick walls

you become crowded inwardly

even though the life streaming outside

hurts you deep inside

you resist despitefully…

sometime you keep silent

you tell your brokenness inwardly

you pack it all inside

you get used to living withdrawn

sometimes you become estranged

you escape within to your depths 

you get used to being with yourself inwardly

scared to whisper that you’re waiting innerly

talking to yourself inside yourself

you wait for you

shyly and timid…

 

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